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50year Old Grandpa

- (20/08/10 11:58)
I have this futuristic picture in my subconscious. It's about I still being in active service while my kids become university graduates. As in, if i'm in the civil service, i should be quite far away from retirement when my last kid graduates. Something like still being in my early fifties while i go for my last baby's convocation ceremony. It's quite a rare feat in the realities of the hustle and bustle of the modern world but i just witnessed someone i rever a lot do it; so, i guess it's 'doable'. I might as well be a grandpa at that age! Who knows?!

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Social Recluse

- (18/08/10 12:44)
I'm a social recluse. Worsestil, i'm gonna be a social recluse when i grow up! All thanks to my choice of profession - orthodox medicine! Without having been certified a doc, i already have a couple of friends (mostly females) inundating me with young adult-oriented questions (i believe you know what kinda questions they will be). My problem is this: people only come to you - or rather us - when they have a problem; once it's solved, they disappear into thin air. We are like their getaway jail card and once you're outta the gaol, what's your business with the wardens, right? Common folks, relate with us as humans and not as a select group of beings who only talk about books, books and books! We aren't some f***ing lepers that you relate with just cos of absolute necessity! "What's he saying?" you may think. Well, i don't know. I guess i'm having a rough day. Damn it!

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Bored...

- (14/08/10 15:52)
I'd give an arm just to get an info on how to kill boredom cos it's killing me softly! *Grrr*. It's really killing me folks. f*** it!

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Fate Or Choice?

- (5/08/10 11:26)
Nas, the famous American rapper, once said, "there's a thin line between friends and snakes". And we all generally agree that there's a thin line between life and death; which makes we wonder if all bipolar things in life have a 'thin line' between them! Take fate and self-made woes for example - i'm sitting here in a bus getting ready to zoom off when a lady pushes and shoves her way through everyone to get to her seat with a baby clutched to her hands. It's obvious she's struggling to make both ends meet cos her top appears dirty & torn and i can see some...you know! Now, why did she spread those legs when she knew she was not yet capable to for the post-spreading events, huh? Plus, she's still quite young and i'm sure the 'owner' of the baby rejected 'it' judging from what i'm seeing. Scenes like these appals me but what will i do? I guess i'm a victim of fate who was lucky to grow up with a certain orientation and she? A victim of her choices, huh? Life is hard:...

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>Holiday In Hawaii<

- (1/08/10 14:32)
Here i am, just sitting idly watching mid and post-pubertal boys and girls trudge along to the venue of a birthday party where they are gonna get wasted. Add to this a Cuban cigar, a bottle of Remy Martin, a video collection of Al Pacino and Sean Connery, plus a bowl of fried plantain and egg and you have an idea of my ideal weekend treat! Okay, i might have exaggerated a bit; for one, i don't know how to roll up a blunt (smoke) and neither have i downed a sip of Remy Martin. But then, you have a peep into how i'd spend a vacation in Hawaii if ever the opportunity comes! I love living life - a lazy life i mean! Just two more things to make it a dream vacation - an iPod collection of all Eminem and Michael Jackson's songs; and a cute little twenty something year old to share it all with! You catch my drift *winks*...

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