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Life

- (12/02/11 07:54)
Life is s***, i don't have a reason to be in this lifeless life of mine. People lie to me i try to always be the good human being that i am, i get promises that never end out. I am planning the last two months, they don't know what is going on inside of me, i am broken and can not be healed, they take advantage of me and i let them do it to me. I am to blame for my sad sicken f***ed up and tormented life. This time i will make it work, my death will not haunt anyone, im just another coward. Life is s***.

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Not Good Enough

- (18/01/11 00:47)
I did not forget anyone, im in denile at the moment. I need to be alone with my thoughts. The only one in my life is God, i pray to him each and everyday to guide me, to help me make the right choices. Only God can decide for me now. I pray for everyone i know for their future and health, may everyones plans and business aspects be successful.

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PLAYERS AT PLAY

- (2/11/10 15:33)
Its happening all over again, im the fool for not wanting to see how the player is at his game. I let him get at his game and then boom bang caught the f...,. B...., out to be nothing but a swine. I hate them, how can they live with their rightous mind. How many do they want to hurt and make suffer. All players should be banned from society.

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Hate You, Love You!!

- (20/09/10 01:32)
I don't know what i want to do,just when i think ive forgotten you, something happens for me to keep you in my heart. I don't want to hate you, and my heart makes me believe i still love you, why is it so difficult, i can't get u out of my life, i think of our good times together. I want you back so badly it's killing me slowly. You made me a different person when we were together, i love you so, please God show me the right answer to what i must do in my life. I want to end my life, how selfish of me cos i cant get what i want, im human with a heart. I trust in God to show me the way of happiness and gratefulness. I don't want to make anymore mistakes, ive had enough, what is my life alone, nothing,nothing. I appear in his thoughts everyday. He is constantly in mine, his locked in my heart forever. I cannot forget him even though i want to, its not easy for me.

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Rejected

- (15/08/10 12:33)
Well i never thought id say to someone how i hate them, thats you, u two faced b******, i was bursting your ego, not knowing how u would play your role in the play. Your a clown in a disguised suit, you rot my senses with your ways of showing off your charm. I hate you so, i hope to hear of your dying day and may u go straight to hell. Been rejected by a man like u has made me wiser and very sure of myself, i will not go down and die because of u. Your black heart with no concern only that of your own will be with u forever. I have finally deleted everything about u, you hurt me but that has made me a better person than u will ever be.

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