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- (3/02/10 02:32)
Now i knw y pple commit suicide..frustration..when one thinks of hw 2 get out of a stagnant condition..imagine going thru da same thing over and over again..no going bk and yet n0 improvement,just stagnant..n0thing seems to be working,pressure 4rm all angles will emerge..u talk to urself alone,u feel so unworthy 2 be alive,u wish a lot,u can't even pray,ur social life crumbles..u compare urself with others..u find urself doing those things u never wana do,cus u gat no choice..u find it so hard to talk 2 anybody,u pretend as if all is well,while ur hurting inside of u..nothing matters 2u anymore,u try 2 avoid some pple bt u end up running into them..u solve pple's problems nd yet urs remains a mystery..u see urself as a failure,unlucky and always in angst..u feel so jealous when u see others happy,u feel as if others are better than you.ur self confidence deppreciates.nd when u luk at da mirror,u see nathn bt a shadow of urself..just pray.GOD wil c u thru,SUCH IS LIFE <=14=>

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Ze Dream.........

- (3/02/10 02:20)
It was so real that i never wantd 2 wake x i saw ma hrt desires bein grantd x i saw maslf smilling x i was excited x bt guex wat woke me up x a mosquitoe x it was singn praise nd worship on ma ear x i kild it owta anger x nd then n0ticed phcn had taken d lyt x mehn i prayd nd thankd God 4 the dream x i bliv it wl cum 2 pass x gm folks x <=1(^_^)4=> lol...

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- (2/02/10 02:30)
Aint mad at u x aint gna let those wordz get 2me x d first day i met u x i was pissed x u luv sayn thangs any how x makn careless statementz x bt u fail 2 undstnd x 1st impression matterz x u display a lot of childish behaviourz x kb z d only place one could get insulted x cos am quite sure u wldnt call a stranger x a clod x what wil be wil be x like i said earlier x u just dd ur worst x av 4gvn u x happy birthday in advance x x x <=14=>

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Zis Evening Z Zomhow

- (1/02/10 14:49)
I feel indiferent atm x am nt happy x am nt sad x am neither smilling x nor frowning x am just tryna fit in2 anythn dat cumz ma way atm x whenever i feel diz way x sumfn bad must happen x bt if i gt distractd 4rm thnkn bwt stuffs bothern me x sumfn gud wil happen x i dnt wna put thngs in2 ma mind x av stressed it a lot x all i wana do is pray x eish x da spirit z willing x bt da body is weak x time 2 start gtn serious x time waits 4 no man x sum1 just gave me a pamphlet x nd it says x 'jesus is coming soon are you ready for him' x gud evenin folks ...<=14=>...yawns..(^:^)

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<}{> Success <}{>

- (1/02/10 06:57)
Ur smart,polite,intelligent,trusthworthy,gentle,humble,honest,neat,well behaved and pretty x ur always gna be luvd by me x even if ur nt mine nemre x am nt afraid 2 lose u x cos an angel cnt gt lost x its obvious i cnt hide da fact dat i luv,care,nd cherish u nd every moment i spend wid u x it all startd as a joke (it all startz dat way na pmpl) x bt nw i cnt let go x u've read hard nd i pray God gvz u retentive memory x i pray he grantz u ur hrt desires x ur gna jump dat hurdle hun x and when u do x dnt 4gt 2 lift up ur hands nd worship the one who gave u success x dz 4rm me 2u x nd m lettn d whole wrld knw ur ma angel x dnt thnk bwt me oh pmpl x just go there and shw em wt u gt x m xpectn a gud news bby x God will bless u 4me x wish u success x mwah! Esther ze <=14=>

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