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Experience

- (24/09/12 12:37)
Experience is nt alwayz d bst teacher.in fact it's both wise nd scriptural 2learn frm d mistakes of odas.stayin wif frnds who discussed abt boyfrnds nd sex wasnt gud 4me @all...i knew in my mind dat premature sex was wrong bt i dint h8 it..i dint intend 2start up a sexual rlatnshp b4 marriage bt my emotions overrode my tinking...frnds wud tease me nd cal me virgin mary..sum wud say am bin pretentious..dat gave way 4an experience i had which i wil live 2rmemba.wen it started i felt a rush of freedom & was hapi dat i finally fit in wt my frnds..buh nw dose feelings dint last nw i feel am dirty,robbed of my innocence,,empty,i felt a deep sense of regret dat av thrown away my virginity.nd nw am consumed wif feelings of guilt nd disappointed wif myself.immorality ruined my youth i tot my bf nd i wl av much fun buh we didnt.we ended up causing each oda painz nd heartache.i spent nyt afta nite sobbing in bed..wishing i neva gave in way 4immorality..nw it lyk part of me had died...

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Ready 2 Date

- (24/09/12 08:39)
Deaz a ton of pressure around nd also cute guyz...d urge 2be wif sum1 special nd 2be wif sum1 who finks u ar special cn be incredibly strong even @a vry tender age.i started 2feel d pressure 2date wen i was 15yrs old...@skul i had frnds who had bfs nd i felt left out...dea was a particular end of yr party nd all my frnds wea paired except me,i felt so alone,nd in my mind i told myself i was ready 2date....den me nd my frnds saw dating as fun..several tym i would snd tex msg nd call d opposite sex nd i would say am dating...a frnd of mine cald me nd said datz nt datng date sum1 u will see....dating is regarded as a legitimate way 4 2pple 2bcum beta acquainted.dating hlps a young man &woman 2determine if dea wnt 2gt married 2each oda..a frnd of mine told me 2date who i wnt 2marry...ar u ready 2date.ask urself dz questns wat is dating?,y do u wnt 2date?,u re how old?,ar u ready 2get married?......nd no if u wnt 2marry.as 4me am nt sure if am ready 2date

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Lord I Thank U

- (19/09/12 01:49)
I jst wokeup dz morning healthy nd strong..nd a frnd who slept close 2me whom we both chtd b4 nature cald wokeup vomiting nd crying....i av a testimony...jst last yr alot of tinz happened in my houx,d devil worried my family so much dat we wnt frm 1hospital 2anoda...bcus of my mum nd my nephew buh 2God be d glory dea survived d sickness,althrough dz yr non of my family member av complained of sickness,av nt got a call frm mum saying anybdy is sick..my testimony...eva since i was born till i grew up 2no wat life iz av neva bin admitted in d hospital,av bin in gud health...d lord av bin mkin me strong..i tank God 4my health nd dat of my family..d lord raised me up so strong,pple run helter-skelter 2day bcus of 1sickness 2anoda,,frm 1prayer houx 2anoda insearch of deliverance nd healing....pple travel abroad 2d bst hospital in d world wasting moni cos of sickness...lord i tank u...dz 1tin dat marvels me,bcus i dnt no hw i wil cope academically if am nt in gud health..God is wondaful....

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Kobrawap My Home

- (17/09/12 12:56)
Dz place iz jst lyk a home 2me...i c it as sumwhere i cn cum 2 wen am in painz nd distress... Jst now d only 1 dat mks me hapi turns out 2be a monster,jst now he cald nd told me a harsh word....nd i rmembered kobra nd here i am smiling feeling as if notin happened.as if nobody offended me..kobra is my source of joy now,,

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Myself

- (16/09/12 02:38)
Pple see me in differnt way..some c me as a gud nd intelligent gal while sum c me as wayward nd spoilt brat....sum pple lyk 2be my frnd,sum cum 2me so i can impact sumfin in dem whilst oda see me as an empty vessel who cnt offer anytin....myself<am a gud gal who doesnt lyk 2showcase myself...i do wat i lyk nd mk frnd wif any1 i c or cum 2me.am fragile nd simple i h8 hardship buh am nt lazy...am writing dz on my online diary cos pple c me in dffrnt perspective....i lyk 2do wat am capable of doing...i h8 2be forced 2do wat i cannot do...2day am forced 2do wat i dnt wanna do nd it lyk punishment....2day my frnds feel am lazy bcus i cannot fight...i dnt fight bcus i h8 2fight.

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