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Spikes Is Gone...

- (26/07/07 06:01)
Last night was spikes' going away party but it was not good for him, he had an accident! But it was for me the hottie from the car parts place is now my boyfriend! And spikes left today. Gonna miss him alot! Well lets hope that things with me and my new boyfriend work i really like him and he seems to be a nice guy!

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Mind Made Up...

- (7/07/07 08:56)
Ok so i have made up my mind! Today i realised life goes on! I am now ready to let spikes go, and i truly hope that things go well for him! Tomorrow is his going away party and i cant wait. I am happy that i am ready to let him go, he deserves the best! And i know i will make other friends.

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Two Days To Go...

- (5/07/07 04:25)
Sitting by spikes house watching 8 below again, but it does not bother me since i get to spend time with him! Gosh i am gonna miss him so much, he cant wait to go but i dont want him to leave! Well my flu is gone and i need a smoke cause here by spikes house we cant smoke in the house, i mean me, he still behind his parents back even if he is 20! Well as you can tell today was boring and uneventful.

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Disease Of Our Time

- (5/07/07 06:52)
Ok so i dont hate my mom i suffer from depression which causes me to feel the way i do at times. Today i felt that my end was near and i nearly drank i whole bottle of pain pills and wine! Luckly i came to my senses and stopped. Now i gotta go see this lady for counciling but i know it wont help since i have tried it before. It just seems as if nobody wants to or has the will to keep trying to help me. Ag it is hopeless! All i did today was cry! I really just felt like giving up! Why do i feel this way, and when will it end? I hate feeling this way, i feel as if i am in a deep dark pit with no way out and i feel like i wanna stop trying to get out! Is there anybody else out there like me or am i the only person that is so messed up!?

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Sick Of Crap...

- (2/07/07 16:32)
I am so sick of crap! My mother is like Madel Terreblanche in 7de laan! It makes me wanna throw up! I think she is bipolar or worse crazy! Sometimes i hate her so much! We are fighting again and as usual i am the only one who is wrong! Oh by the way i am as sick as a dog, got the flu! Wish there was somebody who cared how i feel and about what i do! My mother says i only care about myself well if i dont who will! I hope i feel better soon!

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