- (10/09/10 02:33) The weirdest thing happened to me yesterday evening. I cant get it out of my head. I had just finished work and decided id eat before i went home. I was sitting reading the menu in a resturant when a soft voice asked " are you ready to order sir". I looked up and heres this gorgeous waitress standing smiling down at me. As my eyes met hers it was like i was hypnotised. Like an electric current was passing through my body and i couldnt move. I felt my heart racing as i ordered my meal. The girl smiled as she walked off and i was literally shaking. It happened again when she served my meal. I cant get it out of my head. What happened me? I just felt stunned.
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The Lucky One
- (6/09/10 14:16) What a difference a day makes. What a difference indeed. I was watching the news about the disaster over in pakistan. Little kids sick and dying in hospitals that dont even have the medication to treat them. They dont even have enough food or clean water to go around. Families living in makeshift tents. Every day a fight for survival. What a difference a day makes indeed. It makes my own problems minute in comparison. Instead of moping around in self pity and thinking the world has done me wrong i should be grateful because infact im the lucky one
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When Youre High
- (5/09/10 13:22) When youre high you never want to come down. But you do. I dont mean on drugs but life in general. Its not so long since i felt i was on top of the world. But like the walls of jericho it all came tumbling down. You find yourself in a dark place and its not a place i want to stay. Even with people around who care about you it feels like youre alone. Under a dark cloud where the sun dont shine. The only way out is by yourself. It may take time but i know i will find my way and rise again to walk tall
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Forgivness
- (4/09/10 18:55) I once believed in the saying an eye for an eye. When someone did me wrong id do worse back to them. It felt good getting my own back. Now im not so sure it was the right way. My consience keeps me awake at night and memories haunt me from the past. I should have forgiven because now its me who needs forgivness. I need my soul to be at peace
