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Old Times Anew

- (11/01/12 00:12)
Wow... I last wrote on this blog wen I waz 17.. I'm 26 nw. So much time haz past.. Yet I feel 17 writing here again. I lost so much there's passing yearz.. Duz eny1 remember me?? I douth it... Ai sandstorm u were 1nce loved by all here... We'll exsept by fluffy pmpl.

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+Dream Girl+

- (22/01/07 08:22)
I had i dream last night.. Me nd this unknown girl waz makin love... True love.. I gazed deep in 2 her eyes... Nd she had hony gold hair... My life waz perfect 4 one's... I waz with the one girl i loved with my hole mind body nd soul. My heart waz herz... I closed my eyes.Then all changed. Wen i opend my eyes she waz gone... Where could she have gone?! I went 2 go look 4 her. Nd 2 my biggest fear.. She waz in i nother man's arms.... I held my arms 2 her but she turnd awy... Nd then i woke up... I felt so heart broken nd hollow... I just sat on my bed nd cryd my heart out.. I never felt like this b 4.. Nd u know what.. I'll never get 2 meet her... Nd that killz me worst of all... Damn... Y duz my heart have this big hold on me?! Over a girl i'll never get 2 love... Damn.. Plz tell me how i work tru this?..... (@the reader...)

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payed Love

- (8/11/06 06:09)
hmmmmm.... strange thing it is, money... u can buy the strongest love in the world. there waz sed that love can never swindeld with money. but that iz all a lie. the person that "had pure love" closed here heart @ the signal of no money. y do u love money so mutch? money iz a sicknis that will kill u from the inside. u never loved eny 1 that u been with. just b true 2 ur self. nd now ur kids have 2 puy 4 that. ur mum don't whant them there.. all coz of U! a 41 year old haz been. i veel sorry 4 ur nu target.

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Like U.. The Ocean

- (24/10/06 06:39)
Az i sit hear on the cool sand, i gaze over the tropical sun rize at the sea. I c what i c in u every day. But this mornin i c calm waters. Y....? It's like no wave will ever roam this cost agen... But az i know u, the power of ur soul will overcum the stilld waters. I go stand @ the foot of the ocean, nd i feel it.... Little wave pullin @ may pants. Yes. Ur getin strong agen. My lil waxi, u were down. But never out. It's not in u 2 stay down. Nd i'll b w8in 4 u ea. In the calm waters. W8tin 4 u. 2 get ur will back. I know u will. U got the will of ur mum. When i look @ u, i c her in u. Nd it make's me so happy. Get well may lil waxi. I love nd care 4 u. Nd i will c u stronger then ever. Till then. Take care. I'll b ea till u get well. Nd 4 ever mord.

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Half Way....

- (23/10/06 08:42)
Well, i have not dun this 4 a long time.... I started ea with love joy nd care 4 all... But as things change so duz ppl... *i stand ea b 4 u, with my heart ripd out, az u scweez, my love drainz..... My happynis goz 2 wast... Nd worst of it... I stoped 2 care... I'm on my knees b 4 u... Tearz runin down my cheeks.... My arm's gripd round ur leg... O how i plee 2 u...... Az i look up 2 u, i can feel how the darknis pullz me under... Bit @ a time... I look 2 u 4 help... "plz free me from this darknis!! I beg u plz!!" but stil i don't ea u..... I say 2 u now!! Look @ me plz!! I'm up 2 my neck in the darknis!! Help me plz!! I'm almost dun 4!! I cry nd az i do, u look down nd grin...."ur only half way.... Ha ha ha!! Soon u will b no more!" Az u say that i.... I open my eyes nd c.... U came 2 take me down............ :'(

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