- (2/11/10 08:03) No matter how often some stories are told the pain never go away.my heart is breaking.my veins cant accommodate the rate at which these tiny blood cells.they are swelling with grieve...i watch them burst with each passing second.soon i'll not have any left.i watch as these slivery heart shaped drops fall on my palm.they cry with tiny voices.everything around me are saying with heart breaking echoing tones.telling me have walked the wrong ways.people walk wrong ways and get their way back but i guess am not that lucky.every silly mistake has left undeniable traces that feels like tattooes.nothing at the moment seems to worth it:)i wish for those white sticks..anything to stop this misery.almost 15 years..and an awful lot of lessons...i look to the sky now...only god knows what is in my mind right now.it all lies in the weight of water
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TITleLESS
- (4/10/10 14:28) Gat 2 let it owt...its so much hate:done with the fairy tale roles it never paid once...the picture so orange...hiding the future range...with dumb balloons field with helium...am searching for that safety pin...to punch all them balloons and have them flowing helplessly to the ground..you had your take twice hope you dwelled in it...i bite on my fingers making em red sh.it flow....and i know you know what that means..that same blood wont be afraid to show again...when the beast is born.
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Suprised & Thankful
- (1/10/10 21:50) Just checked the top votes for the month and couldnt believe my name could be there....have never been on that list in my life....not to talk of been in 9th position...so i want to use this opportunity to thank all of you....yes you...for the votes..abeg una 2much.twale!
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Dear Friend
- (30/09/10 12:31) Have never been good with sentimental words neither would i shower you with vain words of pity..but i remember you told me once that 'those that put their trust in God shall not be disappointed' you told me where i would find it in the bible.went on my kneels this morning and said a prayer for you...am just waiting for news of your recovery because i know it has been done...we would laugh about this one day friend.
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*RE-DEFINATION*
- (30/09/10 02:00) Guess its time i put my head right and get my pen up because a new definition is about to be written..its like a goodbye..but more like a welcome...yeah a welcome..its time 2 say goodbye to them old s***s...you right-that old sh.it.got to see life beyond reason....keep the best as well as the good:)because i deserve it..loq.got to put this face to test...its an emancipation of the spirit.....a spiritual odyssey...am reaching for the best...its so clear now that you get what you want:)its a matter of how much you want it:)hmmm some call it manipulation..but i call it technicality:)and thats what it is..because its the mind set.its a butterfly emerging with with all its beautiful colour.the world cant help but stare...its a new dawn baby Mwahz!
