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How Sad

- (19/07/11 16:21)
A labourer deserves his wages and it is a sin to deny him of it.. Today was really annoying. I had to go to the bank for my company's chairman to make some withdrawals, and i wasn't given a penny for transport not dat i receive transport allowance.. I had to use my own t.fare and lunch money to go thinking he was gonna give me a quick refund wen i get back but unfortunately he came back late to d office and didn't even want to sign d voucher for me to be paid d refund of the money i spent.. It was annoying cos i couldn't buy lunch on time n i couldn't take a bike home. I had to walk home feeling a bit sad.. Thats how discouraging work can be. They reap u off if possible of almost everything u hav got, that is time, energy, comfort, joy and even your money if u not careful..

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Inward Feelings

- (18/07/11 16:43)
Something just triggered some memories especially those days i use to feel i wasn't just good enough n sometimes felt lik i was reali nobody. That low self esteem was there n the kind of bad feeling u hav wen your peers make gest of u n make u feel inferior, it really affects ur person. But I thank God that i got out of it and now today i think i know and am very sure that am not inferior, but am superior by the grace of God. Am not just anybody but am someone special chosen for a special assignment. I have a purpose in life and which must be achieved. Am unique and it good to know people appreciate wat God has done in my life. It like movin 4rm 0- trillion. All those old memories are now history. Am now a role model and people wanna pattern their lives like mine cos they can see God working through me and all He has done for me. So friends don't let those bad inward feelings get to u. U're special. U got purpose, discover it and tap into d power of Jehovah.

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Re-Deploy

- (18/07/11 10:51)
How i wish i could be re- deployed from my current office to somewhere i could gain something reasonable and something that i would enjoy.. Write now i feel there is no difference in wat am doing ere n wat a clerk or office help would do. It so annoying.. Jezs when am i gonna do any reasonable account job or do something reasonable dat would be challenging dat would require me use my brains or knowledge acquired from school or d ats prog.. Jezs am so annoyed and right now i even got some serious headache.. save me lord and make a way out..

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Wats D End Like

- (17/07/11 17:09)
It sometimes hurts to seek people u care about living their lives anyhow they want, without caring about how tomorrow is gonna be like, without caring about wat God says. For me i hav chosen to follow d narrow path which is difficult now but promises a better end as long as I keep on it. Yea it could be tempting to see mates flourishing and enjoying themselves while walking on d broad way while u deny ur self from this worldly pleasures. The end is really wat matters most. I believe and have faith that I could still have a good and enjoyable life in Christ. But the bottom line for all the activities and journey on earth is where would i end it? Where would u end it? Won't we all account for how we spent our lives? Isn't our reward waiting 4 us? He that soweth to d flesh shall reap corruption but he dat soweth to d spirit shall reap eternal life. Once again where would u n i end up? Heaven or hell?

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Reproach

- (17/07/11 16:57)
I need to really face reality concerning certain issues. I think am tired of struggling wit some tins, when something u don't like stay too long wit u it become a reproach in ur life and then you must realize u need God to take away such reproach by his hand of mercy. So oh lord for those areas that represent reproach in my life jehovah let me feel your divine touch now and remove every reproach from my life..

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