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- (29/08/10 16:09)
At that point, I was happy God understood my challenge and He knows all about my struggles. Anyway the book was purpose driven life by rick warren. He said you don't have to fight the thoughts in your mind cos the more you fight them the stronger they become. So just focus your attention on something else when they come. Don't entertain them within you cos they will destroy. The more you think about it, the more it brings you down. Now check this out, the more you think with lust about a girl, the more chances of fornication occuring. So it better to let go off the thought before they destroy you. Well by God's grace i believe am free from this bondage. I silence every evil voice that still wants to give me negative ideas. I shall not fall by God's grace. The devil will not punish me or torment me through my mind. Father create in me a new heart and do not take away the holy spirit from me.

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Thoughts

- (29/08/10 15:57)
The bad guy down there as discovered the easiest way to get to you is through your thoughts. The power of the mind is great and you can't just underestimate what your mind would push you to do. Lately I have been having serious issues with my mind. I don't wanna say am losing it but it been a serious challenge. Last week I almost went nut. I needed help but wasn't sure who to talk to. Everyone seem busy with one thing or d other. And i was always busy with lesson but then every time i was a bit idle, my mind just wonders far away. It was like the devil was just polluting my thoughts and my mind. I couldn't really pray without seeing stupid things. I was afraid. The devil made me look fifty n not worthy of standing before the father to ask for anything. He was just making a stumbling block. But God is faithful, He ministered to my heart and told me to pick up a book i stopped reading for a while. The chapter i opened was about dealing with temptations. It was all i needed.

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Fictional Writing

- (28/08/10 12:27)
Thought you said you were not gonna leave but now am alone. Still thinking it's a bad dream and it never happened cos it hard to imagine you gonna hurt me. I loved you with all that i had. Thought you could never do anything wrong. Trusted you with my life but didn't know you were just pulling my legs. U made me look stupid in front of everybody and i always thought you were d best not knowing u were never mine in the first place. Didn't picture you were playin me after all we have had but guess this is reality. I could cry a river but it won't change anything, no mountain would be moved. So guess i need 2 walk through dis storm.Dey say sh1t happens but never saw dis coming. Why? I ask myself. This is real crap thinking you were gonna be mine forever. Now just wish this nightware was over. Ha ha ha come on this fictional.

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Mock

- (28/08/10 12:06)
Hmmm had the first two papers of d mock today. It was just there.. I need to read more so ican won't humble me.. Am happy i did the mock. Am just happy with myself and am grateful to God for relieving me of my burden, there is peace within me and d panic is gone.. So am gonna win all the way.. Gonna succeed all the way with Him by my side. Thank you father, thank you Jesus and thank you holy spirit divine

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Surfing Ends

- (28/08/10 04:45)
Wow i can't believe my subscription is gonna expire very soon i.e anytime from now. Lol. Anyway guess i enjoyed the 100mb given to me this time than the last time when i didn't really get a value for my money. Anyway the month is ending too. Today is the last saturday... I think the month has been okay... Thank father for keeping me out of trouble and thank you for giving me wisdom, knowledge and understanding.. Thank you father for helping me flee from temptation. Thank you because my life is your hands. Lord guide me till the end. My exams are knocking now. Pls lord, keep me going. Give me that big success. I love you.

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