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ItS SO R3aL 2

- (29/07/11 08:48)
Oftn thr were mor cards than id xpctd.sumtms fewer thn id hopd.i ws overwhelmd by da volume of da lyf id lived.cud t b posibl i had da tym in my 20yrs 2 write these millions of cards?bt each card confirmd ths truth.each ws riten in my own handwritn n signd with my signature.wen i puld out da file markd =SONGS IVE LISTND 2,i realisd da files grew 2 contain their contents.da cards were packd tytly,bt aftr 3 yards i hadnt found da end.i shut it,shamd,nt by da quality of music bt by da vast amount of tym dt file represntd.wen i came 2 a file markd LUSTFUL THOTS, i felt a chil run thru ma body.i pulled da file out only an inch,nt willing 2 test its size n drew out a card.i shudrd at its detaild contnts.i felt sick 2 thnk dt such a moment hd bn recorded.i felt a rage,1 thot dominatd ma mind:no1 must evr c these cards!i hv 2 dstroy thm!in an insane frenzy,i yankd da file out.its size nolngr matrd nw,i hd 2 empty it n burn da cards.bt as i tuk da file at 1 end n bgan poundin it on da floor...

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ItS SO R3aL..

- (29/07/11 08:46)
Ds z a story xperiencd by joshua harris frm maryland.In tht place btwn wekfulness n drms,i found myself in a rum..wif a wall coverd wif small card files,lyk da 1nz found in libraries dt lists titles.they simd endles n hd very difrnt headings.as i drew closer,da 1st 2 catch ma atention hd da title:girls i have liked. I opnd it,quickly flipn thru the cards n shut it.i ws shockd 2 realis i recognzd da nems riten on each 1. I then knew whr i ws.ths lyfles rum with its files ws a crude catalog system 4 ma lyf.they containd my every moment,big n small,in a detail my memory cudnt match.wonder,curiosity n horor filled me as i randomly opnd da files xplorn their contents.sum brot joy,othrs shame n regret so intense i constantly lukd ovr my shouldr 2 c if any1 ws watchn.a file nemd FRNDZ ws nxt 2 da 1 markd FRNDZ I VE BTRAYD. Titles rangd 4rm mundane 2 outryt weird.books i ve read,lies i ve told,thngs i ve muttered undr my breath at my parents,jokes i ve laft at...i ws amazd at da contents.

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Its Ov3r :::

- (26/07/11 08:37)
so its finaly over... da storm is over! lets c hu gets da last laugh now.u lost cuz God never loses, n he fyts ma battles 4 me. he never sleeps, he never slumberz...thank u jesus cuz u can always b trusted.i can c da light at da end of da dark tunnel

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