- (1/10/10 12:23) WTF!NOT EVEN MY TYPE!WHY DO I DO THIS TO ME?YOU SHOWED UP OUT OF NOWHERE TRIED TO CHARF YOU'RE WAY INTO MY LIFE EVEN AFTER I TOLD YOU THAT I GOT SOMEONE IN MY LIFE! WHAT PISSES ME OFF IS THAT YOU'RE NOT WHO YOU CLAIMED TO BE! I WAS PREPARED TO GIVE THIS A CHANCE, TO LOOK PAST THE MATERIALISTICS AND SEE YOU FOR THE PERSON WHO I THOUGHT YOU WERE. GOSH I WAS KINDA OK WITH THE FACT THAT YOU'RE WAYYYY OLDER THAN ME AND THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE A KID THAT'S A FEW YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME WAS KINDA SHOCKER BUT IT WASN'T THAT BAD!!! BUT THAT YOU'RE MARRIED AND YOU HAD SEX WITH HER OMG!!!WHAT KOND OF PERSON ARE YOU? AND HOW DARE HOW FLIPPIN DARE YOU NOT TELL ME YOU'RE MARRIED!!? GOSH THIS IS s***! FROM NOW ON IF YOU DON'T FIT THE BILL AND YOU'RE NOT MY TYPE OR YOU'RE NOT LIVING UP TO MY LIST THAN...FLIPPIN BOUNCE! I'M TIRED OF LOWERING MY STANDARDS CAUSE I DON'T WANNA COME ACROSS AS A SNOB OR A CHIC THAT'S FULL OF IT BUT I DON'T CARE SO FROM NOW ON YOU CAN RATHER HATE MY GUTS.
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- (23/08/10 16:57) So I told him, it's over just like that i was adamant to do it so i did it but yet he's on my mind omg I liked him I like him!?!(0o) noh noh it can't be don't want it to be....but thank GOD he accepted like a good boy guess he wasn't expecting it. Ai but I don't get me we over but now I wanna try...again! Lol he's right I'm not sure what I want
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I'M NOT YOUR TOY
- (23/08/10 14:21) What are we doing babe? I've told myself numerous times that I'm done with you that we're through but than it happens again and damnit I HATE IT!!! We no good and I've told you I gotta get away, stay away from you but why do our paths cross!? Gosh I hate this I've fallen for you and the feeling is mutual but we keep playing this cat and mouse game!I'm tired of this I'm not your freaken toy so next time you wanna get back at me with some chick and pretend that I don't exist than you can go play with your self this honestly is IT! I'm done yeah i like you alot but you don't deserve me and even though I keep falling for you I gotta be strong gotta do this for me so yeah I'm done playing and being played with so if you still wanna play go get yourself a doll or use your you know what!!!!:)
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- (8/08/10 15:10) HMMMM....SO GOSH I GOTTA BITE MY TONGUE TO HOLD BACK FROM USING PROFANITY GOSH!!! ME AND YOU? WE DONE IT'S OVER NOT THAT THERE WAS ANYTHING TO BEGIN WITH DAMN CAN'T BELIEVE I DID THAT DARNIT! BUT WHY DID YOU DO IT HUH WTH WERE YOU THINKING?? I LIKE YOU THOUGHT BOUT GIVING IT ANOTHER GO BUT NOT A DAMN.! I'M SO DONE WITH IMATURE LIL BOYS LIKE SERIOUSLY GROW UP PLEASE CAN'T BELIEVE I LIKED YOU AAARGH! I'M BUSY DOING ME AND WITH THE GRACE OF GOD AND IT'S A PROCESS FINDING THE REAL ME SO THAT'S WHY I HAVE NO MUST DELETE ALL THESE CYBER CRAP HOLDING ME BACK YEAH DONE WITH IT DON'T NEED IT YEAH SO WORLD HOLD ON CAUSE I'M COMING THROUGH YOUNG,GIFTED AND CUTE
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THANK YOU
- (7/08/10 12:23) Yes there are times when things are tough and I feel like I can't go on and the thought of cutting cross my mind and I even go as far as putting the blade against my skin but than I'm remember I'm stronger than this and with HIM by my side I can make the impossible possible cause it's only in HIM that I find comfort!!!!LORD JESUS THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE AND ARE STILL GOING TO DO FOR ME THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME KNOW THAT EVEN ON MY WORST DAY IT'S STILL BETTER WITH YOU THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH AN AMAZING GOD FRIEND AND FATHER CAUSE WITHOUT YOU WHO KNOW'S WHERE I WOULD BE
