- (1/04/10 12:28) This aint supposed to be happening to me...don't even know where to begin! Honestly i don't put myself out there or i really don't get what some ppl think or gosh i cant even explain it!!! So yesterday this guy well actually a man old enough to be my daddy phones me ok so he's like in a senior post and like whenever he would walk past the office and so on i would like greet like a simple hi or morning etc so mayb he thought that i was being over friendly or that im interested in him or i don't know wtf he thought but yesterday he phoned me and was like when can he take me out?where i live?if i got a bf?if he can get my cell number? Omw i was astonished i mean really now, you honestly think you gonna get with me?! and when i told him i got a bf he was like well my bf doesn't have to know bout it and than he's like if we could be friends and me being astonished by this conversation asked him "friends?" to which he replied if i want something more cause if i want something more we could
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I Just Gotta
- (10/03/10 09:58) This really sucks but more than that it hurts! Being treated or even spoken to like you're just another kid. Ok i get it the client is always right but where the f do they get off treating you like you're stupid and they know best when in actuall fact they know s***! Gosh i'm not sure if i can handle this i'm trying my best but isn't that enough? I'm in a place in my life where i really wanna be but at the same time i don't wanna be. It throughly sucks feeling like this and worst of all for once im crying on the outside and not the inside. I'm just praying to God that he will intervene and just help me through it all cause on my own i don't know what ima do
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How Dare You?!
- (5/03/10 10:02) You b******! Wow i honestly thought you're not like the rest but your the same! can't believe i actually liked you and when i told you it's quits,you were like sad and pissed i mean how pathetic!?i really thought that you liked me that i was the one but guess not. How dare you play on my feelings like this you told me that if you can't have me you dont want anybody else and than you had the audacity to tell me that im a cold person? Gosh im so glad i'm through with you that i don't have to spend another minute in your company,you claim im the one that hurt you but not even a few days after i called it quits you were already flirting with another girl. You told her you loved her and that she is a sweet gal? Gosh i can't hate you but i regret ever meeting you again. I wish you two everything of the best
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Wtf?!
- (15/02/10 07:43) How dare you!how could you do that to me? I thought that you were different that mayb this was gonna be different,but you're the same just like all the others in the past. Damn i should've listened everyone told me you no good for me that i can do better but yet...gosh still i thought seeing as i've known you for sometime that it was gonna work! And how dare you not be honest with me? u claim u liked me how u miss me?guess you only miss me when no one's around or do you even really miss me at all?! I thought i was the only one but damn was i mistaken?! Sjoe,!just needed to get that off my chest
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(^ ^,)
- (27/01/10 05:20) I think i know!no im sure that i know wat 2 do! Gosh i hope that i made the right decision but somehow it feels so right even just sayin it makes me feel at ease. Can somethin so right be so wrong? I dont know but i hope not. Thank you God for a miracle You came through as usual! All i can do is do my best nd hope nd pray for the best cause with You on my side im sure i can face the whole world
