- (29/12/08 15:18) went to check out waterworld and man it's now a big disappointment. anyway not so celebratori anymore..
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Feet Burn Prostitute
- (29/12/08 15:15) my feet killing me walked such a seriously hectic part of my day today. was walkin for like 4hours without much rest.. even had a crazy white man checkin of out with binoculars and circling of throughout. well was with my neighbours daughter and this guy followed us go a not subtle way!! looks super freaky and go moment of stupidity and desperation we accepted lift from this one guy! don't even know him but turns out he knows me!worried now it might be them
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Shogan Is Ass
- (29/12/08 15:08) i'm honestly sick of janine on facebook going on about shogan. she met him like what times? og and also leane with this shogan obsession too.. why people cant stay outta my business i just don't get.. think his being a real ass would be left to me to assess and judge. i'm old enough to know what's what! and gotta make my own mistakes and not forever protected. didn't work with christopher and wont work nw! ag jine all i want now is for everyone to let me be.
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The Trial Nex Week
- (28/12/08 16:42) starts. and that too puttin more pressure and stress. think being followed o might be my imagination. don't know can do this without ty.. scared to have to face this all again. so much i can take. my doctor says don't have to worry.. how can i not. thinks i'll do ok but wat does paul know.
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Give Me A Reason..
- (28/12/08 16:10) to not go to hideaway and not take the gun and use it! i feel i cant go on. not now anyway.i always pull back but right now everything is beyond me.. how can i have screwed up so badly? i'm not myself anymore and a complete let down to everyone and everything i've always been known for. tears me apart because lost almost everything worth fighting and living for.. right now no reason cant go and do it
